muted

i try with every

stutter

hesitation

held-in breaths

fucking hell, i would kiss you 'til you

suffocate just to prove

how much -

i just can't say what i 

feel

you know what i feel

so

why do you ask?

it's hurting me as much as it's 

hurting you

I know it's hurting you

but i prefer finding other ways to 

show you how much i -

every word you say to me

i eat up with hunger

you make me feel beautiful

when he

had made me ugly

you make me

beautiful

until you ask me the questions

and i feel

fucking hideous

i try to say just how much

how much i love -

i love you?