the affair

and she said
"call me beautiful
& I want you to love me"
stick it up your throat, you sonofa -

more like it seems,
the words that's more like it seems.

you are
staring at her four walls
four and a bit more maybe,
a bit more, after opening the door
just a little bit
to protrude the folds - thousands- of her misconceptions.

there's always more than
your 100% of perspective

and time is not your choice
she could walk away, right out/now
well, might as well just let her,
let her,
or call her beautiful and say that you love her

her. everything is about <-- sin is her beauty lust is her love can you grant anything else more hideous? yet she wants the innocence of simple love that neither she nor you can ever conjure, her. don't lie to <-- so call her ugly and say you don't love her try it. the after sex can apologize for anything, right? as always it always as always it always does.