iceberg

you mutter every thousand empty words,
it is like when we
coil beneath white sheets
and blend together until i breathe
your breath and you
hold me so close i 
can see ripples on your back
and i feel your muscles scream.

we ripped open and
tumbled over books with torn pages,
you read me like a thousand
stories with no endings
just like we were at a top of a hill
and we jumped before
three
falling into each other's calamities.

a thousand melodies you 
sing to me
like those passionate kisses in
blacked out rooms where
everything was youyouyou
and your weight against me was
nothing for we
defied gravity

a thousand stares we passed
under highways and behind cars, we
started slowing down
too fast
like a train reaching the final stop
and passengers are still asleep

and now i can't even say
a thousand things about you
for i want to forget your name after

a thousand times you tried to hide
a thousand reasons you
left unsaid.

- now, i hide.