when the world was alive

I never thought I could live without you

and I tried to stop the clocks from ticking

ticking

ticking

each second I lived without

you under my skin

I prayed for the apocalypse and

did things to myself to make believe I was dead

I never thought I could live a breath without you

and I am depressed because

I can

I suffered under the glare of sunlight and

let it burn my insides

when you told me you were gone

because I was gone long before you

but you were always there to

keep me held on

It is pathetic that I still gasp

and find it hard to breath when

I think of you

but that's how it is

when you try to die

and wake up alive and

alone

It is like the whole word has changed

and I am still living yesterworlds.