dead and gone

i see nothing.

i feel nothing.

i start a new life that holds

emptiness and i hold

chills in my hands

i see nothing.

i feel nothing.

yesterday blew away

and i am not looking

back because there's

nothing to look back on

i look forward to a hollow road

nothing is calling for me

i see nothing.

i feel nothing.

smelling chlorine and

overdosing on dark dark thoughts

listening to the same goddamn song

dead and gone

i see nothing.

i feel nothing.

i do not intend to wake up from

this spotlight dream of

a new me

an empty me

i see nothing.

i feel nothing.

and it's better this way.