the way we speak in silence through a thousand emotions exploding in the atmosphere that is the beauty of us and all that grows and expands when we move together in unison as our chests press together until we share the same heartbeat and i can feel your thoughts pouring into my mind and the way you stay long after we come together because we are connected from the inside out and we read each other's thoughts with our actions like when i bite your shoulder because you were thinking it and you seal your lips to my forehead because my thoughts are wandering and i need them to rest beside you and we teach each other how to find ourselves again -
our emotions erupt and churn like
volcanoes and waterfalls and
every beautiful collisions of nature.
you open me up like
a sacred operation of the heart,
uncovering the different shades of
pain and colossal euphoria
as you put the pieces
where they fit,
embracing the whole of me
and in turn
the whole of you.
i love it when you call me beautiful
because i can believe it.
the choral whispers, they
make me shiver. they
live in my mind,
surrounding my senses
like the entities of your soul.
i hold your touch on my skin
where everything seems
familiar enough
as i fly forward into the unknown.
the choral whispers, they sing.
they sing for me.
they sing for you.
espoir
it is the wink of beauty
captured in this moment
which echoes our dreams in such a way
i feel time trickle too fast
every time we touch
so i find myself panicking
when i imagine
waking up to the past of
a make-believe reality that will
lose the tangibility of you
and all that came
with you
everything is so real
yet flamboyant with
non-existent colours
that paint my thousand overflowing emotions
i feel like i am
losing grip
of all i wish to hold constant
so i pause for a while to step back and
catch my breath in wonderment
of the magnificence
of the view
of you
captured in this moment
which echoes our dreams in such a way
i feel time trickle too fast
every time we touch
so i find myself panicking
when i imagine
waking up to the past of
a make-believe reality that will
lose the tangibility of you
and all that came
with you
everything is so real
yet flamboyant with
non-existent colours
that paint my thousand overflowing emotions
i feel like i am
losing grip
of all i wish to hold constant
so i pause for a while to step back and
catch my breath in wonderment
of the magnificence
of the view
of you
A butterfly's kiss
there are intangible things that explode
with our emotions,
like the shudder of a heartbeat
skipping to the electric of our touch,
as we strip our thoughts
and lay them onto the bare night sky.
you remind me of the euphoria
we can reach without
going through the extents of
searching for it,
because happiness
will always fall into our arms
when we least expect it to.
as my mind rose and fell in the dark,
you plucked in me a chord of
collision
and shone through me
like a thousand whispering stars,
hidden behind the coat of a storm
that will now never approach my feet.
i was so sure i was centered
until the graze of your glance.
you are the wrong turn i took
on my mapped out journey,
yet somehow,
i am here, in all the right places,
facing all the right directions,
exactly where i've always wanted to be.
with our emotions,
like the shudder of a heartbeat
skipping to the electric of our touch,
as we strip our thoughts
and lay them onto the bare night sky.
you remind me of the euphoria
we can reach without
going through the extents of
searching for it,
because happiness
will always fall into our arms
when we least expect it to.
as my mind rose and fell in the dark,
you plucked in me a chord of
collision
and shone through me
like a thousand whispering stars,
hidden behind the coat of a storm
that will now never approach my feet.
i was so sure i was centered
until the graze of your glance.
you are the wrong turn i took
on my mapped out journey,
yet somehow,
i am here, in all the right places,
facing all the right directions,
exactly where i've always wanted to be.
effervescence
carry me down
the blow of the wind
and taint my eyelashes
with the tilt of a kiss.
there are souls that linger
in the depth of a heart
sealed and brooding
- never forgotten.
there are souls that are
ephemeral,
passing through, so unfamiliar
and wild.
float to where my thoughts
are curled in and silent,
and be the soul i have
known forever
a familiar caress to my mind.
the blow of the wind
and taint my eyelashes
with the tilt of a kiss.
there are souls that linger
in the depth of a heart
sealed and brooding
- never forgotten.
there are souls that are
ephemeral,
passing through, so unfamiliar
and wild.
float to where my thoughts
are curled in and silent,
and be the soul i have
known forever
a familiar caress to my mind.
whose eyes saw you?
in mid-sigh,
there is a glimpse of darkness that shines
through the strands of my thoughts,
splashes of the world i lock away
in the canvas that is my mind.
i hold the weight of broken shadows
in the curve of my neck,
hiding away the scars
as i learn to heal an undying pain
that resides in my soul.
i have mastered the ability
to stack myself into loose furniture
and become the background,
because i know
lying deep down,
it is worth the wait, to one day
step out alive and
appreciate being at the center
of it all, again.
there is a glimpse of darkness that shines
through the strands of my thoughts,
splashes of the world i lock away
in the canvas that is my mind.
i hold the weight of broken shadows
in the curve of my neck,
hiding away the scars
as i learn to heal an undying pain
that resides in my soul.
i have mastered the ability
to stack myself into loose furniture
and become the background,
because i know
lying deep down,
it is worth the wait, to one day
step out alive and
appreciate being at the center
of it all, again.
Blanche
they are blind
to the shadows that
linger and hum
in the taint of my eyes,
spreading like a plague into the air.
everybody is yearning for something
but they never reach out.
i have room for a hundred
yet a million cram in
because i am always mistakened to be
larger than the world i balance on;
my mind is exploding
muted and white.
i am forever
fiddling with life
to test the impact of existence,
and it is a strange sort of calm
to realize the world will forget
to set its eyes on you
when you tip over the edge
one day.
to the shadows that
linger and hum
in the taint of my eyes,
spreading like a plague into the air.
everybody is yearning for something
but they never reach out.
i have room for a hundred
yet a million cram in
because i am always mistakened to be
larger than the world i balance on;
my mind is exploding
muted and white.
i am forever
fiddling with life
to test the impact of existence,
and it is a strange sort of calm
to realize the world will forget
to set its eyes on you
when you tip over the edge
one day.
claw
these are lines that spell no meaning.
these are lines that spell no meaning.
these are lines that spell no meaning.
these are lines that spell no meaning.
scrape. stab. stray. spit.
stab. stray. spit. stab.
stray. spit. stab. spit.
spit. stab. spit. scrape.
stab. spit. scrape. stray.
spit. scrape. stray. scrape.
scrape. stray. scrape. stab.
stray. scrape. stab. stray.
scrawl the lines that spell no meaning.
scrawl the lines that spell no meaning.
these are lines that spell no meaning.
pain
torment
pain
torment
pain
torment
pain
torment
just.fucking.stop.
take me.
take my mind.
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relief.
these are lines that spell no meaning.
these are lines that spell no meaning.
these are lines that spell no meaning.
scrape. stab. stray. spit.
stab. stray. spit. stab.
stray. spit. stab. spit.
spit. stab. spit. scrape.
stab. spit. scrape. stray.
spit. scrape. stray. scrape.
scrape. stray. scrape. stab.
stray. scrape. stab. stray.
scrawl the lines that spell no meaning.
scrawl the lines that spell no meaning.
these are lines that spell no meaning.
pain
torment
pain
torment
pain
torment
pain
torment
just.fucking.stop.
take me.
take my mind.
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relief.
the figure in the fog
hello stranger,
those beastly eyes,
they smother me and stain
my mind with
burgundy thoughts.
take a bite off my soul
and give me a taste
- perhaps we are the same
when we shed our masks.
i don't need to cut off my toes
to fit in your shoes, your mind, your self,
to see the world the way you do.
hello stranger,
what rests inside those palms
you clench so tight?
is it a secret, a memory;
a piece of your sanity that
fell out of sight?
caress these ephemeral moments
sometimes they linger but
mostly they pass us by,
intangible and slightly opaque.
hello stranger,
your hollow breath
will fill my mind with wonder
and i wonder on the uncanny
shivers
behind every sigh we break.
we may stray
in the span of forever,
but will always return home
where our souls converse with passion
right where we left off.
those beastly eyes,
they smother me and stain
my mind with
burgundy thoughts.
take a bite off my soul
and give me a taste
- perhaps we are the same
when we shed our masks.
i don't need to cut off my toes
to fit in your shoes, your mind, your self,
to see the world the way you do.
hello stranger,
what rests inside those palms
you clench so tight?
is it a secret, a memory;
a piece of your sanity that
fell out of sight?
caress these ephemeral moments
sometimes they linger but
mostly they pass us by,
intangible and slightly opaque.
hello stranger,
your hollow breath
will fill my mind with wonder
and i wonder on the uncanny
shivers
behind every sigh we break.
we may stray
in the span of forever,
but will always return home
where our souls converse with passion
right where we left off.
in case of a fire
sometimes i will stumble
through tidal waves
pushed under
long enough to strangle but
never enough to drown
until i wash up to the shores of my world
stretched. the pieces of my soul extinct.
i envision life without vision
and punish myself
for always finding contradictions
in everything and nothing.
i spent trickling time turning handles
to the right escape
but all the doors hold
memories of, memories of, memories of -
so i end up circling inwards
until i can no longer sense the burn
in the thresholds of my mind
and succumb to living with myself
every fucking second.
through tidal waves
pushed under
long enough to strangle but
never enough to drown
until i wash up to the shores of my world
stretched. the pieces of my soul extinct.
i envision life without vision
and punish myself
for always finding contradictions
in everything and nothing.
i spent trickling time turning handles
to the right escape
but all the doors hold
memories of, memories of, memories of -
so i end up circling inwards
until i can no longer sense the burn
in the thresholds of my mind
and succumb to living with myself
every fucking second.
frost
Hungry eyes
undulating emotions
they carve me chapters
from forgotten stories.
shake my balance
and awake my dormant soul.
the touch of dawn
whispering on my eyelashes
crisp and ethereal sight
of a song from a distance.
there are a thousand storms
rummaging through my thoughts
they create black rainbows.
course through my normality
and draw out my insanity.
it is a calamity that forms
in the throws of my mind
where i find peace
a corner of unnerving dreams
taking shape and
granting me my clarity.
hungry eyes
undulating emotions
i have stories yet to be told.
undulating emotions
they carve me chapters
from forgotten stories.
shake my balance
and awake my dormant soul.
the touch of dawn
whispering on my eyelashes
crisp and ethereal sight
of a song from a distance.
there are a thousand storms
rummaging through my thoughts
they create black rainbows.
course through my normality
and draw out my insanity.
it is a calamity that forms
in the throws of my mind
where i find peace
a corner of unnerving dreams
taking shape and
granting me my clarity.
hungry eyes
undulating emotions
i have stories yet to be told.
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